Archive for April, 2009

heart home

April 28th, 2009

Love brought her into existence. Perfection, created to precise specifications and carefully crafted, every part of her gently laid into place.

She held me throughout my life. When I was lost, she was there, silently loving me. When I wandered, she knew I would return to her. Her hearth welcoming me, her warmth tending my dreams. She encouraged my exploration. She laughed with me and wrapped around me when I cried. She would rock me, lulling me to sleep even when I was afraid or restless.

Now she sits, broken and abandoned. Frightened. Dying. I’ve done what I could to comfort her, but how can it ever be enough?

Her heart echos with memories. My heart echos with loss.

free

April 15th, 2009

How could she have known that simply crossing the street would mean so much? She looked up at the sky, blinking in the brightness.

She looked back behind her. It was still raining, water falling in sheets right up to the edge of the sidewalk. She could dimly see the vague outline of her house – no, she corrected herself, the house. Not mine, not now. She turned away. She walked away.

She’d barely gone another twenty steps when she heard the explosion. This time, she didn’t look. She didn’t need to; she knew. She knew the house was burning, charring, melting, erasing the evidence.

She’d never felt so free.

onions

April 13th, 2009

“Good grief, what is that smell, girl?”

She stuck out her tongue. “Onions.”

He balked, looking at her like she’d gone mad. “Onions? I hate them. Why are they here? What are you doing with them?”

“Cooking them. They’re good.” She held her wooden spoon out like a sword. “You used to like them.”

“That was then, girl. I don’t like ‘em now. I won’t eat.”

She shrugged. “Okay. More for me.” She giggled, the aroma from the cooking pot making her giddy. She glanced at him from the corner of her eye. He was fussing and fidgeting. He hadn’t expected that answer, and was at a loss. Finally, he sat at the table with a loud grump.

“Fine, girl. Feed it to me.”

She swirled her spoon in the dark sludge in the pot, filled a bowl for him. She sat it on the table and stepped back. He tasted it, pulled a face, then dug in. “S’good. You made it through another day.”

She giggled, giddy still. Sparks flew off the tip of her spoon in her excitement as the young witch sat down with her mentor to share the meal.

a moment

April 13th, 2009

The mournful wails of her people fading into the distance, she walked onward. She couldn’t bear to stay through another moment. Times were hard, too hard. Tears traced lines in the dirt on her face, but she walked on.

She came to a clearing, a place where the forest made an exception. A little pond bubbled here, tasted by the creatures of the trees. She sat on a fallen log at the water’s edge, dipping her sore toes. The water was cold, luxurious. Above her, birds sang merrily, oblivious to her plight.

She rested. She knew, come morning, there would be hell to pay. But for now, her heart was joyful.

heredity

April 13th, 2009

She brushed her hair, wishing for the millionth time she had different parents. The brush ran smoothly through her long locks as she sang darkly to herself. She checked out her reflection; her blood-red eyes gleamed back at her. After a moment, her father’s voice rose from below, summoning her to the evening meal.

She tossed her brush onto the vanity with a deep sigh. Throwing open her door, she stormed down the hall, taking the stairs two at a time. She appeared in the dining room just as her father sat down.

“Good evening, princess,” he said in his rich baritone. He smiled at her, his blood-red eyes shining.

broken

April 12th, 2009

Hesitating, I look the sword over one last time. Its blade has grown dark and twisted, reminding me of the possessiveness and obsession. I thrust it into the ground. Immediately, she appears off in the distance, her long red curls flowing like a cloak in the wind. I know she is here to witness.

I inhale deeply. I grab the hilt and in one swift motion pull the sword from the thick soil and hurl it into the sea. I watch til it lands, throwing water into the air.

“I willingly break my vow,” I say, my voice startlingly strong. “I refuse to Guard her any longer. It brings me nothing but pain.” I look up, knowing I can not hide the tears. She is right beside me, gentleness in her emerald gaze. “If I continue this way, I will break my vows to myself. I will sacrifice myself, and that is not my path.”

She nods.

I open my eyes and look into the rich brown eyes of my wife. I am free.