supposed to be

August 8th, 2009

How far along are you supposed to be?

I am supposed to be nine weeks…

She was supposed to be nine weeks…

She was supposed to be born in August.

I was supposed to hold her, nourish her, raise her.

I was supposed to be…

we never met

January 20th, 2009

We’ll never meet, but I know your name.

I know your smile, the color of your eyes, the shades of your hair in twilight and with sun shining bright.

I know your birthday, at least close. I know your sign. I know your story. I know everything there is to know about you. I loved you the moment I knew of you, the second I felt you near.

I know your beginning, the day you came into being.

And, sadly, I know your end.

We never met, but I know you. We never met, but I will always love you.